— Rihanna Feat Mikky Ekko
Stay by Rihanna Feat Mikky Ekko
tears of joy | tears of sorrow
a year ago, i remember how distracted i am before the exams. after then, i had to wait for undas to pass by for the results and it made the worry deeper. the fifth of november made me cracked, why? coz my name is invisible on the list. i felt no yultide season but there is an urge in me to fight despite the soul swelling fact that i failed.
2012 came and i thought i might be just challenged for all i know what’s His plan for me. i came back to the books and start from the very first page of tons of notes (not including software). it’s strength stretching, belief sticking, and trust binding. it’s not easy (for real) to rise and start over again but willingness attacked me and so i dragged myself.
i learned through that process i made myself immune, from dreaming high and feeling low. i became invincible. i gave more sacrifices. i rant on the walls of my room. i sleep to get my mind working. i eat to keep my organs functioning. i pray to keep my heart burning. then i just said, “this is it”, the claiming power.
i salute those who pass the boards within their first take for their great efforts, amazing skills, excellent techniques, and brilliant minds. BUT i admire those who keep on tracking to chase their unfinished business. no quitting, no stopping, just pure pushing.
i believe i do have a right to share this coz i’ve been there (failing) and done that (passing). the process can both kill the joy and/or bring it to life.
for passers, enjoy the biggest success yet and embrace the legit status you deserve.
for soon to be passers, release all nega thoughts asap then you’ll know what to do.
at the end, it’s not the L card, it’s you, your fate, and your faith.
To GOD be the glory!
even others crab it down.